Strongest One...


The G in my life, G stands for Gelo Malikha Demo my youngest son. Almost 4 years that we’ve waited before Gelo came in our life. Last May 11, 2011 I gave birth to Gelo, it was a big struggle and scary moment in our family and especially in my life.
I was scheduled to have a CS on June 21, 2011, unfortunately, a month before my scheduled my OB done an emergency CS to me due to Placenta Privia Totalis, I experienced bleeding. Placenta Privia Totalis, as far as I understood when my OB explained it to me, is when the Placenta positioned first to come out rather than the baby.

I remember when I’m in the operating room, one of the doctors told me that I should love myself and love my baby than my work. I’m a workaholic type of person. During my pregnancy I experienced stressful things that happened in my life. Aside from stress in my work, my father was also confined in the hospital in which somehow add up to the stress plus the footbridge that I need to pass through in order to get home. Those are the things that made me stressful during my pregnancy.
Now, I realize how strong my son is…
Gelo at 1st Month

We are so very thankful that we really survive and hold on to each other. Thank God that His always there to us and give us strength to face all of these trials.
The feeling, the experiences, the tears and the joy of having a pre term baby…soon…